28.7.10

NIGHT NINE


oh brother i can't, i can't get through
i've been tryin' hard to reach you 'cause i don't know what to do

oh brother, where did, where did you intend to go tonight?
they told me that you missed your connecting flight

oh brother, i can, i can help you rearrange
but tell me, what's the point of all this moving if there ain't no change?

oh brother, wait for me, wait for me, just sit tight
home will soon be in our sights

oh brother you won't, you won't believe it's true
when i say i've been tryin' to talk to you

12.7.10

DAY EIGHT


Dear Julia,

Today Jen and I went swimming at Gilmore Beach - the water was the perfect temperature - not like at home. Afterwards, we had icecream and walked along the coastline and never before have I had honeycomb crunch taste so good. It was around the tail-end of sunset which, by the way, had nearly every colour of the spectrum in it...amazing. The deep reds of the sky made Jen's hair look even more red than usual. On our way back home we saw a nice little italian restaurant, lots of intimate corners to chat over your spaghetti and wine, so Jen suggested we go there for dinner tonight. Can't wait.
Sorry I missed your call. I was shopping with Jen at the time (she wanted to get a new dress for dinner) and I couldn't hear my phone over the store's music. Everything feels amazing here, all the sights and smells are amplified ten-fold. It reminds me of when you and I went on our first holiday together to Bateman's Bay - the colours and climate - do you remember?
I've attached a pic of our swim today. I'm still getting used to the new camera but I think I've managed to capture the feeling of the holiday so far.
Wish you were her.

xx Stefan

11.7.10

EVENING SEVEN


She pumped her legs as fast as humanly possible. 
Each stride out-stretched the last, punctuated only by the brief jolt of feet contacting road. Every sinew rippled wildy from the ground up. Her thighs burned with the threat of explosion; their muscular contortion barely contained by the skin. The long sorrowful siren wailed out through the streets and bounced back and forth between the buildings, making it hard to tell its origins. It had her name on it. Haunting in its imminence, the drone steadily bore down on her. 
Fuck, that sounds close. 
She wheeled around, fist clenched even tighter, and between the lashings of hair and shaken vision she could only just make out the quasi-rectangular shape of the vehicle.

She hovered three feet above the ground; eyes fixed on the culprit pool below her that caused her to slip. Arms and legs splayed wide and parallel to the road, she was paused, mid-flight. The world slowed to a halt. 
Tight with constriction, her lungs were at full capacity and struggling to be housed by her chest. Her heart was still beating at triple time. Adrenalin continued to surge to the very extremities of her body, flooding them with now-unnecessary waves of power. Her brain, swimming in the chemical wash of blood and synaptic electricity, acutely focused. Oxygen-rich blood still rushed throughout her body, furiously coarsing along its arterial pathways. The cry of the siren felt on top of her, echoing firstly in her ears then reverberating through her bones. Every cell was alive. This is what it meant to be human.

Why didn't I just listen to Greer? She'd warned me against this.
If it wasn't for that fucking shopkeep. Jesus, why'd he have to call the authorities? Arsehole.   
Even though she scrambled across her memory in search of someone to blame, it was no help. She was here now, this was it. It was over.
She stared at the miniature landscape forming in the bitumen below her; its borders expanding as she neared the roads surface. Her muscles instinctively seized in anticipation. Biting hard into the ground, her cheekbone took the first hit causing a shockwave to repercuss through her bones. The force emptied her lungs in one sharp expulsion and her limbs jarringly flailed before falling into an awkward pile about her. She struggled to breathe and yet somehow emitted a sound entirely instinctive and foreign to her own ears.


One of them crouched closely to her, huddled over her still-clenched fist. Admist the wincing pain she managed to make out the detail of his hands, albeit blurred. His steel-cold fingertips belied their flawlessly human appearance. Although she'd been told about the sophistication of technology here she still mustered surprise at just how seamlessly real his hands looked. 
He called out to his partner. 
"Yeah, Larry, she's carrying."
Larry's distant response came through a mock laugh, "Ha, no doubt...only pushers run like that".
He returned his focus to her and the contents of her fist. More in conversation with himself than Larry, he expressed his quiet confusion, "...wait a minute." 
There was a pause.
She saw the red of the scan before she felt its heat permeate  her hand.  Holding his hand a few inches above hers, the red light emanated from the centre of his palm, moving systematically across hers and the small pile of dark earth that sat ominously upon it. He processed the reading and paused again.
"Jesus," he muttered, "Grade 7, bio-organic material. Larry, you better come see this."
He remained crouched, looking over the heaped body. As if half expecting her to converse between the groans, he leaned in closer to the shuddering pile of muscle and bones and voiced his concerns over the foreign matter he'd just discovered. His steel fingers seared coldly through the sheen of sweat on her face and using her chin as leverage he turned her head to the sky, exposing her face to the perpetual dusk that hung above them. He reeled back in horror. The recent fall of acid rain had left a slick of slime on the road and as he scrambled bakcwards he struggled to gain a footing.
"JESUS, LARRY." 
This time his immediacy demanded Larry's attention.
"What?"
As breathless as the body that lay before him, he punched out his statement in shocked exhales.

"...she's.....she's bleeding."

8.7.10

DAY SIX


The photographer ducked and weaved about his subject deftly agile in his movements. With two cameras crossing his chest in an 'x' the weapons were slung snugly across his body. His manoeuvres were in as quick a succession as the orders he barked. Rohan did the photographers bidding, positioning and repositioning himself according to the rapid fire instructions.

mate, raise it above your head
now look up
no, further to the left
straighten your arms
mate, I said look up
yep, perfect

Loaded with digital ammunition, the photographer took aim. 

With his eyes to the sky Rohan suddenly realised just how beautiful the day was. A cloudless deep blue arched over him. Timeless and infinite he was dwarfed by its vastness. How had it all come to this? When did this publicity bullshit eclipse his passion? He traced a path through his most recent past with the hope of some sort of illumination. There must have been a turnoff I missed, a crossroads where I took a left instead of a right, maybe a misread signpost? But he knew better. This was no assault. There was no war cry marking the takeover. It was an insidious, invisible infiltration. It was only now, with his hands held above his head, Rohan realised he was a hostage to his own success.

that's it mate...I got the shot

3.7.10

DAY FIVE



**** *** 593: i wikkied 'telephones' last nite. man, things r getting desperate - everything is boring here without u. xx

**** *** 899: o, no...that is bad. any revelations? ps.ill b there b4 u no it.

**** *** 593: it said 'the most basic function is 2 allow 2 ppl separated by large distances 2 talk 2 one another'...so, no. not 
                      really. getting so cold here now - u better pack ur gloves. ive 4gotten, what time r u flying in again? i tried to 
                      wikki that...no love. ;-)

**** *** 899: haha, yea turns out wikki doesnt no everything. eta is 16:30 on wednesday. u still good 2 come meet me?

**** *** 593: wednesday?? since wen were u coming wed? i thought u were coming tuesday!! dam, yet another day of 
                      holding on the line.

**** *** 899: since always. i thought i told u ages ago, but we must have got our wires crossed. x

NIGHT FOUR


The girl and her bike sat together on the roadside, providing momentary respite from the journey. With her bike akimbo, straddling the kerb, she riffled through her bag in search of an extra layer of clothing. The night was settling in around them; temperature dropping, light falling. The remainder of the ride was going to be cold and what she needed now was warmth.

The bottom of her backpack relinquished its contents - a deep red scarf, reassuringly thick. Swathing herself in its woollen promise she caught sight of her breath. With a quiet playfulness she inhaled deeply, purposefully drawing the cool ,clear darkness. She watched as it materialised on exhale causing the night air to shiver with anticipation.

A familiar sound cut the moment between breaths. A text.
After a return dive into the depths of the pack, she drew out her phone. It cast a soft blue hue onto her face as three generous words scribed themselves across the screen.

                I miss u. xx

The phone glowed its luminous message into the night. 
She prepped the bike and herself for re-embarkment making final adustments to her jumper, gloves and helmet. It was upon the first sure push of the pedal she realised just how warm that scarf was.

DAY THREE


YES, I'll have it to take away thanks
YES, I would like that in a bag
YES, I will meet you there
 
YES, I can stay back
YES, I'm on my way
YES, they told me
YES, I can't believe it either
YES, this is all there is
YES, I need more space
YES, I want more time
YES, I need this
YES, I want this
YES, I want more horizon
YES, I am as big as this sky
YES, I believe in it
YES, I believe in myself
 
YES, I believe in you

DAY TWO


"What a shame."
"Yeah...yep. It's a real shame."


The two men stood with arms crossed, feet fixed and gaze unwavering; sentinals over the scene unfolding before them.
The air was crisp and clear that day - a perfect winters morning. It was incongrous with the moment, unceremoniously beautiful and full of potential. But, the sky knew better.
Without breaking his watch one leant slightly into the other, the only sign that they were in conversation.
"You know what?"
"...hmmm?"
"Ruby and I had our first kiss in that surfhouse. God, I remember it now. She was so beautiful. Yeah, beautiful..."
He paused momentarily losing himself in a movie of times past, but without even a flicker of distraction, his eyes remained on the scene.


"...hmm, what a shame."
"Yep...real shame."

NIGHT ONE


We had to make it across the city in a race against the sun.
Weaving in and out of traffic, ducking on and off the footpath, we doggedly chased down our destination. The threat of darkness was upon us.
Together we drew red lines through the streets, tracing our movements like trajectories on a map. X marked the spot.